Monday, September 22, 2003

I kind of enjoy when I get pissed off. I wish someone could see me. The "fuck you's" and the gritted teeth flying left and right. The outright anger surging out of me. Of course, I'm alone when this happens. I unleash the fury, just out into the open air instead of at someone in particular. But it does it's job. It would be an entirely different thing to go off on someone. At some point I may. I suppose it takes a lot of pushing, and few are willing to push that far.

I finished Harry Potter and the Order of the Phoenix today. New favorite.

As serious as I get about love and relationships and pushing with someone for that ultimate something, sometimes I wish I could just have some fun with someone. Not in the convenient or casual hooking up type way, but in the run off to San Francisco just because and just go meeting people. Making out, sure, it can all be in there, but not so much seriousness. But instead of wishing for it, I think I'm going to will it to be by being that person. I'm going to take a someone with me, not neccessarily THE someone, but A someone. For fun first and something more second.

Purchase O by Damien Rice. Don't question, don't even look it up. Just buy it and be thankful that music this honest and moving and simple is still being made. Thank Ireland for this guy.

Even though it's hard to wake up at 6am for work every day, I love the morning. And music can sound amazing at 7am, with the sun rising and the road panning out in front of you. You'd be amazed the things you hear in songs at that time of the day.

I'm seeing Radiohead on Thursday AND Friday at The Hollywood Bowl. And tomorrow I'm seeing Martin Sexton at the House of Blues on Sunset Strip. This week is untouchable.