Sunday, February 10, 2002

I haven't been this sick in a long time. But as my mind wandered last night in an almost vain attempt to sleep, I realized that getting sick was my body's way of helping me. Let me explain...

With all that I am doing this semester, I am the busiest I have been since going to college. Leading up to Wednesday night, I was beginning to feel overwhelmed. I found myself feeling like I couldn't predict what was going to happen next, and that I was continually behind. Then Wednesday night, my night class covered a particularly depressing subject that hit home with me, and I think my body just shut down instead of running itself out. Now I think I realize how I must be in control, instead of those things I'm involved with controlling me. I need to take better care of myself for one, like eating and exercising, and I need to keep myself organized, so that I'm always on top of things.

Ehhh. I still feel pretty sick, but I'm better than two days ago. I'm gonna go get some soup and crackers.